Thursday, March 25, 2010

Changed my title, changed my rules, changed my life

I changed my title to say, "This is my life and you can't fast forward it" because I plan to make my own decisions in life no matter what other people say! My mom will always tell me I'm really strong willed and I will get my way, but I also have loads of respect for the people around me. People want to be thought about in a good way so I think about them like that, but sometimes they seem to surprise me with rudeness and it's to powerful to think about nicely. I don't ever want to cry and I never feel like crying, but confusion always hits my mind. I have walked away from the endless drama and not talked about it to my friends, but someone pulls me back into it somehow. I also wonder how I got into the drama. Whether it was a friend or an accident I never did anything wrong. This is pretty much the first time this has happened this way and I have no experience with drama the way other girls in my class do. I'm not dramatic, I'm not girly, I'm not even close to any other personalities in my class! I just want some answers! Everything is going all right so far and I wish it would stay that way, but unless your'e dumb you can tell that it won't. "Sigh."
PS- I wish I could be at school today just to see what was happening.

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