counting the endless days until i seem satisfied

There are always days when I am really really happy, but nothing ever really satisfies me. It's frustrating knowing that I can't find out what will meet my standards. If you feel the same way please follow me and maybe give me some answers. I think that I'm just waiting, but I swear that I try to search for the satisfaction that I know is out there. Am I really just being crazy and not enjoying life while I have it, or do I actually prove a point? It leaves me thinking and counting endlessly! Year by year, month by month, week by week, day by day, hour by hour, and even second by second! I need answers to go ahead and live my life the way it should be lived. So I need help!!!